Thank you Lord for Such Amazing Children
Connor and I were laughing and talking like normal we had no idea what was about to happen. Both Connor and I thought that it had to be a joke. The sudden change from joy to fear was frightening. I kept thinking, "how can this happen?" I could see my house from where we were. I just thought "why can't we just run home then it will all be over?" more than scared I felt violated. I thought how can they hate me so much that they would use the foul words that they used. They had no idea where we were financially they didn't seem to care at all. I now wonder what would drive them to such a desperate thing. All in all I feel more sorry for them than I could ever feel for the things they stole.
While they were robbing us I kept thinking of insignificant things. I forgot about the guns and I was wondering whether Connor and I would be able to go to the movies as we planned? When would I get a new phone and as they took Connor's chastity ring I slipped mine off and put it in my pocket. And now I recognize that that, was God comforting me. He helped me to forget about the danger and focus on things that didn't really matter. PRAISE THE LORD FOR HIS INFINITE GRACE!!
Many people have given their condolences and said they were sorry for us. But I realized that we weren't in any danger really. Connor and I are both saved even if we died we would be sitting with our Father in heaven. And since it was not God's will that we die we are safe with our family. The people who were in danger and still are in danger are the two men that held the guns. I ask that you pray for them, as I will.
A large part of me wants to forget the whole thing. Just pretend that it didn't happen. But I can't do that. It is a part of who I am now. And to forget those to men would not be loving them. It is my responsibility now to pray for them. And to love them.
Through this situation Connor and I have been witnesses of miracles. The day after the incident I read in my Bible the story about Joshua and how God stopped the sun so he would have more time to defeat his enemies. I feel that the miracle that was worked was just as awesome as that. God held out his hand to save us.
A soon as it was over I thanked God that I did not feel desperate for, whatever comfort those men were seeking, to hold a gun to someone. I don't know what they wanted the money for. I can only hope that it was for food for themselves or for someone else. And I know that if I were in the right situation I might have been the one holding the gun. Whatever they are capable of I am capable of. I praise my Maker that He has saved me from that fate.
I ask you to pray for those men's salvation and that Connor and I can use this situation for God's purposes.
And lastly I ask you to pray that God keeps others safe from these same thieves.
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